LayChuy Mumbles

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Everyone knows i’ve really stopped blogging for sometime…and some prompt to ask me why?…I’ve planned to shift my blog space soon bahx…hehe..hope to get my internet line soon and i’ll start all over again…be patient..Recently been really busy wid studies and don’t even have time for any entertainments..sigh…Still can’t manage my time well…test have gone pretty sucks..cant enjoy Christmas next next week..what the hell!…everything doesnt turned out good..but i still believe it won’t last for long…i will enjoy the sweet success! cheers !

Hey im back. Too many to confession to make but i shall save some for the next blog. Back to sitiawan, nothing much to do, other than hanging out with some friends,enjoy mum’s delicious food, staying at home. Im sure many of us got to know Umesh passed away on tuesday. I would take tis opportunity to convey my deepest condolences to Mr.K and his family. I just don’t know how to put my feelings in words of losing another friend.Went to his house to pay my last respect. Can’t even control myself not to cry after seeing him. It was really sad to see that he wasnt there anymore. A guy who never stop smiling whenever he is. Umesh,although u seldom talk to me but i will never forget how u greeted me hi, and smiled..we will definitely miss it. May u rest in peace and take care.

Maybe it’s early to post this up.

But it’s oK I guess.

Happy Mother’s Day!

One of the greatest gifts ever to be given to me - my mother.

I’m not going to start raving and gushing about how great my mother is,

how she cooks and cares and tends for all of us 24/7.

Just because I know she’s great, without having to have it all out in words,

black and white.

But I remember breaking her heart numerous times, when I shouted at her, gave her the silent treatment, disappointed her, just because I was a stubborn fool back then. Or maybe I still am, I’m sorry for what I did mum.

She gave me the gift of life and love. And that’s the best thing that anyone can ever give to another being.

Happy Mother’s Day to you, Mummy..

Every day is Mother’s Day to me just because you are my mother.

I wana be a great Mother in future too, Just like you !!

A bombshell dropped. I just realised that I have nothing left anymore.That my true old friends isn’t here anymore. Thats enough to change everything. And there’s no point trying to force things to be the same, they aren’t, and they will never be. People I’ve cared for, they’re no longer the same… or rather, I’m not the same anymore…ooo…its just a good thing =)

It’s come to a point when I meet up with old friends and realise that we have nothing in common anymore, and that we’re actually only seeing each other for old time’s sake. Because we’ve all moved on with our lives and this chick’s learning to spread her wings and fly.

If we tried so hard to understand people around us,and they just don’t give a damn thing about what we truly feel. Seems pointless. Don’t you think its better we just take a step back,relax and be cool.

If u KNOW u’re that person im talking about. I just feel great.

…you feel it..I feel it.. everybody feels it… you never ask for it.. you never look for it.. you never want it…but yet, you can’t hide from it… In whichever form it comes in… physically or emotionally…It sucks…

Dear mum and dad,I’m sorry I failed to achieve what u both aspecting me to have… I don’t mean to keep it to myself and wish to see u both happy…. I failed to be a good daughter… I am useless…. I’m sorry to dissapoint so many ppl at times, being youngest in the family is really gud, pampered and had what I want. That’s why my sister always say I am very lucky.Once I got up from bed, either breakfast is ready on the table or the car is ready for me to drive out to have breakfast.

Lastime,sis gotta wake up early in the morning carrying pails of water for my brothers to shower,goes to market buy vegetables like aunty, lastly,and finale walk to school…She carries a big reponsiblities being our eldest sister. All I can remember when I was a kid,I do help them out in rubber estate. That’s it. Well,tat was the toughest time in the family. I am proud with every little single of my family members. We went through all those hard days together!! Thank God, we’re living in a so MUCH comfortable life now.

Talking bout My daddy,he looks fierce and cool I would say, way too coool…just imagine he looks dark like louis koo and seldom smile!… I don’t talk to him often but I can feel that he LOVES me the most among all of my siblings! Every nite he will ask what I want to eat for supper although he knows I will reply,“Don’t want”. He knows I don’t take dinner every nite. Without asking more ,he ride/drive out with his old junk motorcycle/car to get something to fill up my tummy. He knows me very well, what I like to eat but what bout me? I don’t even know what’s his no.1 favourite food. I failed again.

My mum is just a simple,nice lady who loves flowers and gardening. She takes good care of home. She don’t even bother to dress up like any other hot mummies outside. She dun mind wearing simple batik shirt and short pants. She says it’s not necessary to dress up like rich man’s wife. I learn from u mum. Sis and bros all starts working long time ago and left the one and only me in the family who is still studying… That makes me feel ,so shitty wen I failed to do which ever I promise them to be… I often say I will and I will but in the end I don’t do it… why why and why… why I’m so weak and lost my determination… where’s my aim… why others have, but not me?

Why I hurt them again and again… I just can’t understand myself. Pain..Pain…Pain…

They gave me so much but I don’t even fulfill their wish yet…Sigh…

Sien larrr….I can’t help thinking the things that we have to go through every single day of our lives. Some might think of it as something pretty mundane, but if i really think about it, each day is actually different.

You wake up in a different position, you brush your teeth in a slightly different style, you look at yourself in the mirror in a different pose, you step out of your front door at different times, etc. You meet different sucky people at times, You meet different nice people at times…

Sometimes you have good days and sometimes you have bad days. I have those days.Sometimes you have half and half. Sometimes you have a whole week of good days and the rest of the month of bad days.

As unfair and crappy as that may sound to a number of people, those are the things that make life as it is, interesting.

Imagine a whole day where everything is just perfect, and everything becomes very repetitive…. until you die of complete and utter boredom.

Would that be an ideal way to experience life?

How would you appreciate the little things?

How would you understand the value of certain things?

How would you learn the important things?

Sometimes we just have to let things be….
….and pray that God will take care of the rest.

I love my life !!! =)

I’ve tender my resignation last Friday.Today’s my last day working in Sankyu..Five days has passed just like that . It’s time for me to leave for where i belong. Kinda heartbreak ,especially leaving my great peeps behind,Qing Wen and Pei Ling.

3 months just passed in a blink of eye.I will definetely miss u both the most,i will not forget how u guys cheer me up when i’m so dead bored working in the office. The jokes,the problems we shared,little arguments, brought us so much closer. I never ever thought i would have such friends in SG but i’m was so wrong..Pei Ling,thanx for helping me buy breakfast nearly every day.Qing Wen,age is not a problem for us to communicate,u’re just so you, open-minded and mature. I learn a lot frm you.

Sometimes,we can’t help not to argue with Pei Ling ,don’t we? Super fun. Last but not least,u guys must take good care of urself ! Just can’t wait to meet up sumwhere around the corner with u people again..!

Pls remember to keep me update and contact me, my hp will be on 24/7 ! KEEEP in touch !

[A is for Ayer Tawar Fried Chicken]
[B is for Bak Kut Teh ]
[C is for Chee cheong fun, bichai mum's]
[D is for Durian]
[E is for Egg tarts ]
[F is for Fish Fish Fish and more Pangkor Fish!]
[G is for Gong Piang! ]
[H is for Hot and crispy Goreng Pisang]
[I is for Ice Kacang]
[J is for Joyce's shop food,winks! ]
[K is for keropok lekor, Kokoi ]
[L is for Laksa,Loh Mai Kai ]
[M is for Famous S'wan Char Kueh Teow]
[N is for Nasi Lemak]
[O is for otak-otak]
[P is for Pan Cakes ]
[Q is for QQ fishballs]
[R is for roti canai ]

[S is for Simpang Dua Steamboat]
[T is for Tosai ]
[U is for Ulam and belacan]
[V is for Vadai]
[W is for Wantan ]
[X is for Xiao Pao, Ta Pao]
[Y is for Yong Tao Foo]

Last but not least, ZzzZz after consuming…

I miss Sitiawan…I miss home badly…=)

Back to blog after a month.It was a time of trials, a time of many doubts…Present was confused. Scared. Lost. Present had to find her way to where destiny led.

Alone, afraid, she did not know what to do.

She looked to Past, Past offered her the comfort of familiarity. Past offered memories of things once were; familiarity as reassuring as a much loved old blanket. Past promised to take care of Present, to make sure that everything was alright by paving the way for Present. Past said it would lead the way.

But Past could only go so far.

Past could not step into the present, although Past had affected Present so much. Moulded her, shaped her into what she was now.
Present was at loss. She longed for the solace of the known. Present was stuck on Past, clouded by the need for Past’s reassuring presence. But Past remained in the past.

Future loved Present. But Present was afraid of the unknown - afraid of Future. Did she deserve all this? Future had so much to offer, anything was possible. Future could give her anything she wanted, fulfil all her fantastical dreams and whimsy wishes.

Future offered possibilities, endless opportunities. All Present had to do was to accept. And believe. Future promised to take care of Present, but could only do so if she takes care of herself first.

So there it was, the fork in the road. One led to Past, the other to Future.
Present had to choose. She could choose the reassuring presence of Past… or she could choose to embrace Future with all the endless prospects.

Present looked to Past. And then to Future. She took a few steps back to Past, it was so tempting to cling on to what was familiar. But Present knew, deep down, that Future was better for her.

And though uncertain of what might be, she bade farewell to Past, turned around, and ran towards Future…

But did they live happily ever after?
Who knows? Past could only do so much. It’s now up to Present… and Future.Its time for me to step into the game of life.

Well, if you could sneak a peek into the last chapter in the book of your life, would you?